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我犹记着那段痛 I remember that it hurt.
只能看着她伤痛 Looking at her hurt.
你…你的…鼻子 Your... your... your nose.
噢，偶尔会这样几次 Oh, oh, it does that sometimes.
我还从没沉迷于什么事过 I never enjoy anything.
我只为新鲜事物而活 I'm always waiting for whatever's next.
我认为每个人都差不多是这样… I think everyone's like that...
永不止步的迈动着步伐 living life in fast forward,
一刻都不停息 never stopping to enjoy the moment,
总是想着与时间赛跑 too busy trying to rush through everything,
为的是以我们希望的方式得到想要的东西 so we can get on with what we're really supposed to be doing with our lives.
我突然意识到了这点，茅塞顿开 I get these flashes of clarity, brilliant clarity,
于是，尽管就一会儿，我停下了脚步开始思考 where, for a second, I stop and I think,
“搞什么东西，开什么玩笑” "Wait, this is it.
“这可是我的人生，我应该慢慢的享受它才是” "This is my life. I'd better slow down and enjoy it,
“因为总有一天，我们都会走到头的” "because one day, we're all going to end up in the ground,
“这是躲不过也逃不了的” "and that will be it. We'll be gone.
于是滚床单才是王道 So I think we should fuck.
呃…你说了什么？ Um... what?
我们不能变得跟这群酒鬼一样… Let's just fast forward through all the drunken seduction bullshit...
人必须向着前方看 we have to look forward to.
但你看来起不了什么表率作用 You don't look like you'd be very good at it anyway,
而且我也不想坐在这听你在胡扯再骗我上床 and I don't want to sit here and listen to you bumblefuck your way through it.
我们想的都是同一件事 We both want the same thing,
回房间去，开滚，然后撒油娜娜 to go back to your room, have sex, and never see each other again.
一起滚不？ Are you with me?
不会有诈吧？ Is this a trick?
过期作废了 The offer is about to expire.
不，不，我当然来 No, no, I'm in.
头都不回 I'm definitely in.
你喜欢那本书吗？ Do you like that book?
老天，我个去 No, God, no.
不是，那我是蠢蛋老哥最爱的书 No, it's my idiot brother's favorite book.
- 书是你的？ - 不，不 - Is it yours? - No, no.
是我室友的 It's my roommate's.
我还真看不下什么书 I'm not really much of a reader.
好了 Good.
- 开始吧 - 遵命，女士 - Now come here. - Yes, ma'am.
我站在那边盯着窗内 As I stood there staring through the window
观察着我前妻的新生活 into my ex-wife's new life,
我像是被一种怪异的冲动驱使着 I was overcome by the oddest sensation.
看她和那个男人在一起就像是在看一出熟悉的情景剧那样 Watching her with this man was like turning on a familiar sitcom
然后突然发现他们把一个主角给换掉了 and realizing they had replaced one of the lead actors with a stranger.
同样的节目，但演威廉·博根斯的人不一样了 The show was the same, but the thespian who played William Borgens
演了都将近20年了 for nearly twenty years was gone.
替代他的，是一个年轻又健壮的模特 And in his place was a younger, dumber model.
狗狗，那有什么？ What was that, boy?
我靠 Oh, shit.
坐下！快坐下！死狗！ Down! Heel! Fucking dog!
片名：困在爱中
拉斯蒂… Rusty...
很好 Oh yeah.
就是这样 There you go.
拿碗来 You got that bowl?
嘿 Hey.
转过来就是了，放上去 Just rock it on there. Get him on there.
老弟，这样就对了 Gentle, gentle. There you go.
懂了？别推那么大力 Got it? Don't push that hard.
好的 All right.
完成了，很好 There we go. Yeah.
爸爸，她来了 Dad, she's here.
准备好了？ Ready?
嗨，我回来了 Hi, I'm back.
老爸… Dad...
闻起来不错 Smells good.
对了，他们说你必须回去了？ Well, they said that you have to go back there?
他们是说我认为你不该再为这个买单了 They just said that I think you might have to end up paying for it.
不，他们不是要取消这一切吧？还有职务呢？ No, but they're going to cancel the whole thing? The appointment?
是的，他们取消这项目了，都结束了，全部… Yeah, they're canceling it. It's over, basically...
我书快要出版了！ My book is being published!
我的老天，恭喜啊 Oh, my God. Congratulations.
- 谢谢，谢谢，老爸 - 我的老天 - Thank you. Thanks, Dad. - Oh, my God.
我们真为你骄傲 We're so proud of you.
- 是哪家出版社？ - 斯克里布纳 - What house is it? - Scribner.
什么？那是国王御用的出版社 What? That's King's publisher.
不会的，他们挺好的，不错 Yeah, no, they're great. Great.
- 我们必须来干杯庆祝 - 必须要干一杯是不是 斯克里布纳？ - We got to have a toast. - We have to have a toast. Scribner?
当然了，当我把书递交上去时就这么想的 Yeah, that's exactly what I was thinking when I submitted the book.
这真会把拉斯蒂惹毛的 This will really piss Rusty off.
这并不是因为他们出版了海明威和冯内古特的书 It's not because they publish books by Hemingway or Kurt Vonnegut.
又或者是麦库劳夫和麦科特的 David McCullough, Frank McCourt.
还是菲斯杰拉德，和该死的鲍勃迪伦 F. Scott Fitzgerald, Bob fucking Dylan.
原来你对斯克里布纳有偏见 I didn't know you had dibs on Scribner.
我从没这么说过，萨曼塔 I never said I had dibs, Samantha.
- 我只是… - 你是吃醋了吧 - I just was... - You're just jealous.
拜托，我才没呢 Wow. I'm not jealous.
这真有趣 What an accomplishment.
你姐姐快出版她的第一本书了，好吧？ Your sister is having her first book published, all right?
我们应该庆祝这事 This is a cause for celebration.
这假期就来庆祝这事吧 This is what the holidays are all about.
很好，很好 Okay, cool.
你肯定会恭贺她的 You might want to congratulate her.
- 太恭喜了 - 谢谢 - Congratulations. - Thank you.
老天，我直到几岁才出版了第一本书呢… Geez, I didn't have my first book published until...
我想想，大概25、6岁 I don't know. I was 25 or 26.
我真想把那群人一起叫来 I would have been happy to call those guys.
我认识他们的 I know them all over there.
我是用假名送审的 I submitted it under a fake name
并没有告诉他们这是谁的女儿 and didn't tell them whose daughter I was
- 直到事情都定下来了 - 我不会介意的 - until after was accepted. - I wouldn't have minded.
- 我知道，我只是… - 因为你一直想要的是你自己的书 - I know. I just... - Because you wanted it to be about your book
而不是我女儿的书 and not about being my daughter.
好了，很好，那么，我们来干杯…干了 Yeah. Okay, well, this is a toast... psst.
敬你和你的第一本小说 To you and your first novel.
《嗨了就行》 Just Saying Hi.
噢，不是什么《嗨了就行》 Oh, it's not Just Saying Hi.
难道他们让你改了书名？ Did they make you change the title?
不是，他们出版的不是什么《嗨了就行》 No, they're not publishing Just Saying Hi.
是完全不一样的书 It's a different book.
什么？ What?
我先把它放一边去了 I put that aside for now,
然后写了一本新的 and I wrote a new one.
什么时候？ When?
夏天的时候 Over the summer.
那么《嗨了就行》怎样了？ What happened to Just Saying Hi?
你很喜欢它的 You were excited about that.
我也很喜欢…我可是在那上面费尽心血呢 I was excit... I put a lot of work and effort into that.
我编辑校对了原稿，而且还… I proofed the manuscript and I...
我知道，我很抱歉，我… I know. I'm sorry. I...
我…我…我想我的意见还是会有点用的 I..I..I thought my opinion meant something.
是的，老爸，你知道肯定会有用的 It does. Dad. You know it does.
所以到了最后你干脆写了一本新书了 And yet you turn around and write an entirely new book
而且还不跟我说一声？ and don't think to share it with me?
对不起 I'm sorry.
有什么东西烧糊了 Something's burning.
恭喜恭喜 Congratulations.
你怎么会让他在餐桌上准备了位置呢？ Why would you let him set that place at the table?
我准备的，是他让我预留的 I set it. He asked me to.
很好，但她不会来的 Yeah, well, she's not coming.
我要过去那边下，你应该也去得 I'm about to head over there. You should come.
给老爸一个摆酷的机会 Give Dad a chance to cool off.
我不会去的 I'm not going over there.
好吧，爱怎样怎样吧 Fine. Suit yourself.
我会替你向她问好的 I'll tell her you said hi.
替我跟妈妈说句安息吧 You can tell Mom to drop dead.
哇哦… Whoa...
这太好吃了 This food is so good.
真高兴你喜欢 Glad you like it.
你爸爸最近如何？ So how did everything go over at your Dad's?
还不错，萨姆出版了一本书 It was good. Sam's getting a book published.
什么？ What?
我一开始也是这反应的 That was my reaction, too.
这很不错啊 That's great.
我原本认为你爸爸让你和你妹坚持向报刊杂志投稿… I always thought your dad making you and your sister keep journals was...
有点勉强了，不过… a little strange, but...
现在看来是有收获的 sounds like it's paying off.
真不敢相信 I can't believe it.
拉斯蒂，别追问了 Rusty, just let that go.
不，你说什么勉强？ No, why is it strange?
你说说为什么勉强了 I just want to know why you think it's so strange.
这样说吧，看起来他就是在强迫你们 Well, it just seems like he was forcing you
去当作家… to be writers...
从而舍弃你们原本的道路 instead of allowing you to choose to be.
我们不喜欢投稿的话就不会去写了 We don't have to keep the journals if we don't want to.
那你们首先得找个工作 You'd have to get a job if you stopped.
他养着我们所以我们必须要不停的写作 He pays us to do it so we can focus on our writing
否则就要去给麦当劳叔叔打工了 instead of working some bullshit job at McDonald's.
拉斯蒂… Rusty...
什么？ What?
什么什么？ What?
你嗨了？ Are you stoned?
- 你说什么？ - 你是不是… - Are you kidding? - Are you being...
- 我才没吸高了 - 拉斯蒂，来厨房说两句 - I'm not stoned. - Rusty, I'd like to talk to you in the kitchen.
是你才抽嗨了吧 I think you're stoned.
好吧，好吧，走了 Great. Good. I'm going.
你到底想干嘛？ What's gotten into you?
我才不会让那俗人… I'm not going to let that Neanderthal...
胡乱批评老爸的 talk about Dad like that.
他没说你爸爸什么 He didn't say anything about your father.
他说什么不重要 It's not what he says.
但他谈论老爸的方式就像他是个奇葩脑残似的 It's how he talks about him like he's some sort of weirdo or something.
你个橄榄球狂就不算是个俗人了？ And watching football doesn't make you a Neanderthal.
爷爱咋咋地，要你管 Owning his own gym does.
好了，别说了 Okay, enough. Enough.
萨姆的书真要出版了？ Is Sam's book really getting published?
她是这么说的 That's what she said.
哇 Wow.
距离我们上次讲话都快一年了 It's been over a year since we spoke.
我知道 I know.
她要我替你问好 She said to say hi to you.
我才不信呢，不过… I don't believe that for a second, but...
听到你这么说我还是很欣慰 it's very sweet of you to say.
噢，妈妈 Aw, Mom.
你可不要像她那样讨厌我 Please don't ever hate me the way she hates me.
我一点都不讨厌你，妈妈 I don't hate you at all, Mom.
很好，但你抽高了，是吧 Good, but you are stoned, though, aren't you.
这样才能让胃口更好点 I thought it would make it easier to eat again.
别抽太过头了，你懂的吧？ Pot and nothing else, ever, you understand me?
你不用担心我，妈妈 You don't have to worry about me, Mom.
我当然要 Yeah, I do.
我应该如此 It's my job.
我擦好桌子洗好碗碟了 I cleared the table and started the dishes.
我为我做的事抱歉 Sorry I reacted the way I did.
只是太突然了 I was just surprised.
我还以为你会对那本书感到高兴呢 I thought you were happy with the book.
应该如此的 I was.
但那书已经完全没我的样子了 It just didn't seem like my book anymore.
就像是其他人的… It felt like someone else's.
- 我改得下手太重了？ - 是的，老爸 - My editorial hand a little heavy for you? - Yes, Dad.
你这么做实在太吓人了 I was scared of how you'd react,
但你对《嗨了就行》所做的修改又如此理所当然 and I felt guilty because of all the work you put into Just Saying Hi.
我太抱歉了… 别再道歉了 I'm sorry... Stop apologizing.
我不该让自己的名字出现在你书里面的 It's my fault for involving myself in your goddamn book in the first place.
你应该不会想读读这本新书吧？ I'm guessing you don't want to read the new one?
我去当然不 Fuck no.
一点都不想？ 不不，感谢你全家 Never? No, thank you.
我给你带了份手抄本来 I brought you a hard copy.
- 是吗？ - 是的 - Really? - Yeah.
如果你想的话我可以给你签个名 I was going to sign it for you if you wanted,
还是…不要算了？ or not... but maybe?
放我桌上吧 Leave it on my desk.
等等…在你自辨前我能问你个问题吗？ Wait... can I ask you a question without you getting defensive?
什么？ What?
拉斯蒂告诉我马丁有天晚上把警察叫来了 Rusty told me Martin called the cops on a prowler the other night.
爸爸，你别再这么乱搞了 都快两年了 Dad, you've got to stop doing this to yourself. It's been two years.
- 她快回来了 - 你现在就是在胡想乱想 - She's coming back. - You're completely delusional.
你为什么给她在餐桌上安排了位置？ And what's with setting a place for her at the table?
- 真是胡扯 - 难道你不知道他们又打起来了吗？ - That's fucking nuts. - You know they're fighting again?
你从哪看到的？ And where did you see that?
从他们的窗户？ Through their window?
是吗？ 人们就是这么搞才会进局子的 Really? People get arrested for doing things like that.
你是个备受尊敬的小说家 You're a well respected novelist.
你得过两次福克纳奖 You've won the PEN Faulkner Award twice.
结果还搞这种傻逼二百五的事 You can't behave like that.
她要回来了 She's coming back.
老天，至少告诉我你还有在写作 Jesus, at least tell me you've been writing.
你看看她都对你干了些什么，老爸 Look at what you've let her do to you, Dad.
好好想想吧 Seriously.
你在干些什么？ Hey. What are you working on?
写一首英语课上的诗文 It's a poem for English class.
刚才真对不起了，我太混账了 Sorry about earlier. I was being a dick.
没事的 It's okay.
你说的对，我就是嫉妒 Yeah, you were right. I was just jealous.
但我真的很替你感到高兴，这太了不起了 I really am happy for you. It's awesome.
总有一天你也能出版一本书的，一定可以的 You're going to have a book published one day, too, you know.
当然，一定的 Sure, I know.
杰森给了我些烟草 Jason hooked me up with some weed.
上房顶？ Roof?
今年有看上什么女孩没？ Got your eye on any girls this year?
有的，有个女孩… Yeah, there's this girl...
叫凯特，我英语班上的 Kate, in my English class.
每次我见到她，就想起那首歌 Every time I see her, I hear that song,
披头士的“I've Just See a Face”回荡在我脑中 the Beatles' song, "I've Just Seen a Face," playing in my head.
你整个就是条可怜虫 God, you are so pathetic.
至少我自己知道自己是可怜虫 At least I know I'm pathetic.
我来给你点建议吧 Let me give you some advice.
快快快，别藏着 I can't wait to hear your advice.
你的绝招肯定好使 It's so friggin' awesome.
在这世上只有两种人 There are two kinds of people in this world.
- 浪漫主义和现实主义 - 对的 - Hopeless romantics and realists. - Right.
现实主义的就看你的脸 A realist just sees that face
看了一眼后就把你跟之前见过的靓仔相比较 and packs it in with every other pretty girl they've ever seen before.
而浪漫主义的就有点信仰了 The hopeless romantic becomes convinced
他们坚信上帝只会给他安排一个对的人 that God put them on Earth to be with that one person.
但根本没有上帝这号人物 But there is no God,
而你的人生也只是单纯的根据你的想法转变的 and life is only as meaningful as you fool yourself into thinking it is.
做现实主义者明显轻松多了 Guys who get laid a lot are realists.
你认真点听 You should be listening.
把爱当消耗品用 Just avoid love at all costs.
这是我的座右铭 That's my motto.
你从没有过真爱吧？ Never been in lave?
如果真爱的意思就是餐桌上那个永远空缺的位置 If love is setting a place at the table for someone who is never coming home,
那我还是算了 I think I'll pass.
这太他妈压抑了，萨姆 That's fucking depressing, Sam.
让学生到课堂上朗诵他们的诗篇 Making students read their poetry assignments in front of the class
是人类文明中最杯具的事 is a sadistic exercise in public humiliation.
你现在不就在干着这杯催的事吗，拉斯蒂 You could have already been done with it by now, Rusty.
- 好吧，好吧，好吧 - 朗诵吧 - Okay, okay, okay. - Just read it.
好的，这是一首我在感恩节早餐上写的 Um, okay, this is a poem I wrote over Thanksgiving break.
呃…名字就是学校 Uh... It's called School.
在嗑了大麻后写出来的 It was written under the influence of cannabis.
那么，呃…在书桌的… 这太不优美了 Okay, um... In the sea of... This is so awkward.
呃… Uh...
“在书桌的海洋里，到处谈论着游戏和包包” "In the sea of desks, there's talk of games and bags
“长管道里透露着跑锋梦” "and long pipes that leak dreams with the strike of a match.
“那是我听过最大声的悄悄话” "And there's a loudness to the whispers I hear.
“悄悄话不应该那么大声的，不是吗？” "Whispers shouldn't be that loud, should they?
“那里的女孩每个人都认识” "There's a girl over there who everyone knows
“还有个没耳朵的男人会站到门外乞讨(讲凯特男人)” "and men without ears who will stand by the door for a price.
“穿过长长的走廊，在生气的矮人与老鼠的包围中的” "In long hallways, there are angry mobs of dwarves and rats
“是一个天使(指的是凯特)” "and one single angel."
嘿，拉斯蒂 Hey, Rusty.
嗨，我，那个…我喜欢你的诗 Hi, I, um... I liked your poem.
- 是吗？ - 是的，这诗不错 - Yeah? - Yeah, it was really good.
- 谢谢 - 客气 - Thanks. - Sure.
你的感恩节怎么过的？ How was your Thanksgiving?
还可以，但就是有点奇特 Oh, it was good. It was a little weird.
我的父母离婚了，所以我要过两个感恩节 My parents are divorced, sol have two Thanksgivings
就在一天里 in one Thanksgiving.
就是，挺奇怪的感觉 It's just, like, strange.
你呢？ How about you?
- 挺无聊的 - 无论如何，应该挺酷的 - It was just boring. - Whatever. That's cool.
呵呵 Yeah.
凯特 Kate.
我要走了 I have to go.
我只想跟你说我喜欢你的诗，那么… I just wanted to say I liked your poem, so...
- 再见 - 好的 - Bye. - All right.
这货是谁？ Who the fuck is that?
只是个班上的人 Just a guy from class.
妈蛋混账 Fucking asshole.
我只有20分钟，所以动作要快了 I literally have 20 minutes, so it will have to be quick.
快点，走 Come on. Let's go.
你在紧张吗？ Did you stretch?
来吧 Come on.
等一会 Just a second.
很好 Oh, yeah.
弄湿点 Oh, make it rain.
好 Yeah.
对了，往左点 Yeah. To the left.
往…对头 To the... yeah.
很好！ Yes!
好了，我必须快点走了 All right, I got to run.
周四，再见 Thursday, be ready.
好的，莎拉 Yes, Sarah.
天杀的！ Goddamn it!
你在干嘛？ What are you doing?
- 你吓到我了 - 我在叫你而已 - You scared me. - I caught you.
你在看我的稿子 You're reading my journal.
你答应过我不会看我的稿子的 You promised you'd never read our journals.
- 对不起 - 我是那么的相信你，爸爸 - Sorry. - I trusted you, Dad.
- 真的对不起 - 你太伤我心了 - I'm sorry. - That pisses me off so much.
- 对不起 - 你侵犯了我的个人隐私 - I'm sorry. - It's an invasion of privacy.
拉斯蒂，我…我…我…先坐下来吧 Rusty, I..l..l... Sit down for a second. Let me explain.
不，我不想坐下了 让我解释下 No, I'm not going to sit down.
好的好的，我不是在读你的稿子 Okay, okay. I wasn't reading your journal.
我…我只是翻开来看看日期而已 I-I flipped it open to check the dates like I always do
但有些东西自己跳到了我眼前 and something jumped out at me
然后…然后…就转移不了视线了，原谅我，好吗？ and-and-and grabbed me. I'm sorry, okay?
对不起 I'm sorry.
什么？ What?
可以吗？ May I?
“我犹记着那段痛” "I remember that it hurt.
“只能看着她伤痛” "Looking at her hurt."
就是这句 That's it.
如果这句话写在开头上，那读者就上钩了 If that was the opening line of a book, you'd have your reader hooked.
他们会不得不接下去看，就像我一样，对不起 They would have to keep reading. I had to keep reading. Sorry.
阿谀奉承是没用的 Flattery is not going to get you out of this.
不不，让我说完 No, no, that's coming to an end right now.
你知道弗兰纳里·奥康纳吧？ 我知道弗兰纳里·奥康纳 You know Flannery O'Connor? I know Flannery O'Connor.
她说过，在作家20岁之后就不必干些啥了 She said nothing needed to happen in a writer's life after they were 20.
因为，他们的人生经验已经完全足够 By then, they had experienced more than enough
来应对接下来的人生了，所以呢？ to last their creative life. So?
你到底想说什么？ So what's your point?
我是想说… My point is...
先坐一会好吗 Sit down for a second, please.
拉斯蒂… Rusty...
我不认为你的人生经验已经足够了 I don't think you're experiencing enough.
我是说，你把你那该死的稿子放在我的桌上 I mean, the reason that you're comfortable leaving your goddamn journal on my desk
是因为你完完全全不想向我隐瞒你的人生 is because there's nothing you're trying to hide from me in your life.
这才是最让我担心的，你懂吗？ And that really worries me, you know?
像你一样正常的男孩 Sweet, sensitive guys like you,
他们会把他们的高中岁月 they spend their entire high school years
封存于… frozen in place while...
大大小小的派对上 everybody is running around going to parties
还有滚点床单，还是什么 and getting laid, doing whatever.
我可不想让你在回顾这几年的时光后 I don't want you to look back years from now
然后想着那个女孩，是叫凯特吗？ 很好 and think about this girl. Is it Kate? Yeah.
去跟那女孩告白吧 Tell this girl how you feel.
让她看看你火热的心 Put your heart on the line.
没那么简单吧 It's not that easy.
就那么简单，看看你老姐吧 It is, too. It is, too. Look at your sister.
你可以… 嘿！ You can... Hey!
你把眼睛擦亮点 You can roll your eyes all you want.
你的姐姐是个好作家 Your sister is a great writer.
这都因为她还是个人生赢家 And it's because she's courageous in her life.
拉倒吧，你的女儿那叫乱性，这不是同一件事 She's promiscuous, Dad. It's not the same thing.
拉斯蒂，作家就是要靠着人生经验来写作 Rusty, a writer is the sum of their experiences.
去积累点经验来吧 Go get some.
这会挺有趣的 It will be fun.
别搞，这真疯狂 我们到这来干嘛呢？ Come on. This is crazy. What are we doing here, man?
人人都讨厌我们 Everyone hates us.
但不是今晚，今晚他们不行，就今晚 Not tonight, they don't. Not tonight.
什么？ What?
我们到这来是参加派对了 Uh, we're here for the party.
什么派对？ What party?
老兄，别这样，我可是和你一起上三种课呢 Dude, come on man. I'm, like, in three classes with you.
滚粗 Fuck off.
好的好的，但是… Okay, but...
我们拿着这些大麻还能去干些什么呢？ what are going to do with all this weed?
刚在耍你的而已，伙计，快进来 I was just playing, man. Come on.
- 真的？ - 当然了，快进来 - Really? - Yeah. Come on in.
嘿！嗨，我的小伙伴们… Hey! Hey, my boys...
等下，你叫什么名字？ Wait. What's your name?
拉斯蒂，这是杰森 Rusty. This is Jason.
注意，我的伙计们拉斯蒂和杰森刚给我们带了大麻来 Hey, my boys Rusty and Jason just brought us a shitload of weed.
你叫罗德尼，对吗？ Your name is Rodney, right?
是的伙计，罗德尼，有事不？ Hey, man, Rodney. What's up?
你和杰森确认好每人都有份，OK？ You make sure with Jason that everybody gets some, okay?
你要去哪？ Where you going?
我去找下我的朋友，凯特 I'm going to go find my friend, Kate.
谁？噢，他们还在楼上呢！ Which chick? Oh, they still upstairs!
老兄，你怎么了？ Dude, who are you?
初次见面，向你介绍拉斯蒂·博根斯 I'm a new and improved Rusty Borgens.
我是萨姆，请在哔声后留言 This is Sam. Leave me a message after the beep.
别这样，格伦 Come on, Glen.
格伦，把门打开 Glen, open the door.
我已经等了10分钟了，别闹了 I've been waiting for ten minutes. Come on.
能再等我他妈的一分钟好不？ Could I have a fucking second please?
求别，我他妈马上要尿裤子了 No, I can't give you a fucking second. I'm in pain.
关上门！ Shut the fucking door!
走吧，杰森， 离开这里 Let's go, Jason. Let's get out of here.
- 老兄，我才不走呢 - 快点走 - Dude, I'm not going anywhere. - Let's go.
我不走，那计划太神了，老兄 I'm not going anywhere. That plan was genius, dude.
- 那只是个玩笑而已 - 这才不是什么玩笑呢 - It was a joke. - It wasn't a fucking joke.
这不好玩了，他妈别碰我 It's not funny. Get the fuck off me.
嘿，别走啊 Hey, don't walk away from me.
- 停下 - 你疯了 - Stop. - You're crazy.
别跟着我，格伦 Quit follwing me, Glen.
这是我家，我他妈想去哪就去哪 This is my house. I can go wherever the fuck I want.
好了好了，大佬听着，我要走人了行不，混账东西 All right, big shot. Listen, I'm leaving, all right, asshole?
那么给我滚吧 Get the fuck out of here.
嘿，王八蛋 Hey, asshole.
- 你还好吗？ - 我很好 - Are you all right? - I'm fine.
那好，过来 Okay, come on.
让我来拿 Let me grab that.
跑，快跑！ Run, run!
我他妈宰了你 I'm going to fucking kill you.
老兄，伙计，爽了吧，哈哈！ Dude, dude, fuck yeah, man!
好了好了，等等，伙计 All right. Later, man.
待会见，小老弟 See you, buddy. Later.
嘿，王八蛋！碰！ Hey, asshole! Boom!
我不能就这么回家 I can't go home like this.
我都伤了，我的膝盖肿起来了，我还嗨挂了 I'm a wreck. My knees are all banged up and I'm high.
好吧，我们去弄点冰块来 Yeah, we should probably get some ice on those.
我今晚能在你家过夜吗？ Can I stay at your house tonight?
好的 Okay.
你好？ Hello?
嗨，是我 Hi, it's me.
你还好吗？ Hey, you okay?
那个，你在哪？ Um, where are you?
我就这边，我在家呢 I'm here. I'm at home.
我都按门铃了 Oh, I've been ringing the bell.
我睡着了，你在这边？ I fell asleep. Are you here?
很好，我们需要好好聊聊 All right, we need to put our heads together.
好的，比尔，我睡不着 Okay. Bill, I can't sleep.
那好，我穿着睡衣在半夜开车到处晃 Okay, I'm driving around in my pajamas in the middle of the night.
我快疯了，我不能再这么下去了 I'm like a crazy person. I can't live like this anymore.
我也不行了 I can't either.
我给了她空间 I've given her space.
我可以接受她在某个方面不喜欢我 I accept her hatred towards me as some phase she's going through,
但不能是这么全方位啊 but this isn't a phase.
她现在正舒服着呢 She has this amazing thing going on with her life now
还出了一本书，这一喜悦我居然和她分享不了 with this book being published, and I can't share that with her.
她不回我电话 She won't return my calls.
也不回我邮件 She won't return my emails.
都是因为，她要出书了 She's-she's having a book published.
- 她很忙的 - 胡扯 - She's busy. - Bullshit.
她不回我电话啊，胡扯 I can't get her to return my calls. Bullshit.
她就是蛇蝎心肠 She's petty and she's cruel.
每个人的父母都离婚了 Everyone's parents are divorced.
- 真是共识 - 你懂的 - Big fucking deal. - You get over it.
我和她也是在打仗 She fights with me, too.
我们不是在打仗 We're not fighting.
就是如此，我真喜欢能和她打一场呢 That's the thing. I wish I could fight with her.
这样我就能在她的人生中留下足迹了 Then I'd be an active participant in her life.
她无视了我 She just abandoned me.
不，不是的… 她无视了你？这太惨了 No, I don't think... She's abandoned you? That seems horrible.
你对任何事都是一己之见 You are in a constant state of denial about everything.
比尔，她表现得就像是我不存在一样 Bill, she acts like I don't exist.
我已经一年没和她说过话了 I haven't spoken to her in over a year
而你还不来帮帮我 and you're not helping things.
我吗？我都没怎么吭声阿，我…我…我说过… Me? I haven't said one thing. I..l... What did I...
- 你在感恩节的时候给我留了座位 - 是的 - You set a place for me at Thanksgiving. - Yeah.
每次她从学校回来的时候 So everytime she comes home from school,
当她看到你在痛苦忧愁的时候 she sees you miserable and moping
她都会责怪我，我知道她怪在了我身上 and she blames me. I know she blames me.
- 我知道她是这样的 - 我才没有忧愁呢 - I know she does. - I don't mope.
噢，你忧愁了 Oh, you mope.
你是忧愁了 You mope.
你就知道说我不好 Say horrible things about me,
但就是不去试试博她的同情 but don't try to win her sympathy this way.
嘿，我曾经答应过你而且我还始终遵守着承诺 Hey, I made a promise to you and I intend to keep it.
老天，比尔… Oh, Jesus. Bill...
那快是上辈子的事了 That was a lifetime ago.
我都快忘了这承诺了 I release you from your promise.
求你了…过好自己的人生就好了 Please... go on with your life.
- 去睡几个 - 我睡过了 - Go get laid. - I get laid.
- 很好！你睡过了？ - 嗯哼 - Great! You get laid? - Mm-hmm.
好了好了，那开心点吧 Well, then, be happy.
我只想你可以开开心心的 I just want you to be happy.
和你在一起我很开心 I was happy with you.
你才是那个不开心的人 You were the one who wasn't happy.
好了，我现在很开心 Well, I'm happy now.
在我看来不是 You don't look happy to me.
什么时候？当你晚上在我家旁鬼鬼祟祟的时候？ When? When you're sneaking around our house at night?
我看到你和马丁在打架 I see you and Martin fighting.
闭嘴，比尔 Shut up, Bill.
等等，等等 Oh, hey. Wait a minute.
请让开 Excuse me.
你知道的… You know I...
我不是故意这样冒失的 I don't mean to be presumptuous,
如果我是你我不会这么干的 but I wouldn't do that if I were you.
我是说，他和一卡车的女孩上过床了 I mean, he sleeps with a lot of girls.
等你起床的时会得皮疹的 You're practically guaranteed to wake up with a rash.
借你吉言 Thanks for the tip.
在他的网页上我看到他在勾搭你 I see you you getting snared in his web.
你本人看上去是个好女孩 You look like a nice girl and all, so.
我可不是什么单纯的好女孩 I'm not a nice girl.
那好，顺便说下，我叫路易斯 Well, in that case, I'm Louis.
大家都叫我阿卢，很高兴见到你 Everyone calls me Lou. Nice to meet you.
不高兴？那好 No? Okay.
看，我可不想自找没趣 Look, I don't want to hurt your feelings,
但你这是在浪费时间 but you're wasting your time.
什么？讲话是在浪费时间？ What, talking is a waste of time?
我们这不是在讲话 We're not talking.
你是在跟我调情 You're flirting with me.
你还把你的朋友支开了呢 And you're also cockblocking your friend.
呃？是指在那边的邦乔维？ Huh? Bon Jovi over there?
他不是我的朋友，他就是个傻逼，是真的 He's not my friend. He's a dick, actually.
我今天还跟她们全部都调情了呢 I'm just filling in on bass for them tonight.
你真可爱，阿卢 You're cute, Lou.
但你散发出了浪漫的气息还有好的意图 But you reek of romance and good intentions.
我可不是想找个好男人呢 I'm not looking for a nice guy.
我不想要男朋友，也不想要约会 I don't do boyfriends, and I don't date.
你就会说不想不要，不想不要 All I heard was don't, don't, don't, don't.
好吧好吧，别让人太有安全感了 Well, don'ts keep people safe.
我要走了 I'm going to go.
好吧，班上见 Okay, well, I'll see you in class.
我们是一个班上的？ Do we have a class together?
进阶写作 Advanced Fiction Writing.
- 我不记得你了 - 但是我记得你 - I don't remember you. - Well, I remember you.
你都快出书了，你老爸肯定很吓人 You have a book that's getting published. Your dad must be thrilled.
你可真了解我呢，阿卢 You know an awful lot about me, Lou.
我们作家们都在相互嫉妒猜疑，所以… We writers are an envious bunch, so...
他叫什么名字？ What's his name?
他叫皮特 His name is Pete.
- 玩开心点 - 好的 - Have fun. - I will.
酷，你真棒 Cool. You're awesome.
原来你住在沙滩上呢 I didn't know you lived at the beach.
小声点 Keep your voice down.
我不想吵醒我老爸 I just don't want to wake my dad up.
我去拿点冰块 I'm going to go get some ice for that.
- 好了 - 谢谢 - There you go. - Thank you.
客气 Sure.
拉斯蒂？ Rusty?
嗨，爸爸，你怎么起来了？ Hey, Dad, what are you doing up?
这是谁？ Who's this?
- 爸爸，这是凯特 - 凯特，这是我爸 - Uh, Dad, this is Kate. - Kate, this is Dad.
你膝盖怎么了？ What happened to your knees?
- 她摔倒了 - 一个混蛋推的我 - She fell. - This asshole pushed me.
是吗？有人推倒你了？ Really? Somebody pushed you?
是的，但没什么大问题，因为拉斯蒂打了他 Yeah, but it's okay, because Rusty punched him.
好极了，不应该有人会推倒个女孩还扬长而去的 Oh, good. Nobody should ever push a girl and get away with it.
那用冰块敷是对的 That's a good start, that ice.
这里有点双氧水 We have some peroxide in here.
那么，你是凯特 So you are Kate.
拉斯蒂跟我说过你不少事 Rusty's fold me a lot about you.
他有吗？那个… He has? Um...
我们并不太熟呢 We hardly know each other.
至少我知道他挺中意你的 I just know he thinks very highly of you.
- 老爸？ - 抱歉，抱歉 - Dad? - Sorry, sorry.
你今晚要住下吗？ Are you staying the night?
是的，如果方便的话 Uh, yeah, if that's okay.
可以的，但你的父母不介意吗？ Okay. Your parents don't mind?
不 No.
好了，你睡床然后她睡沙发… All right. You take the bed and she takes the couch...
或者你睡沙发她睡床 Or the other way. You take the couch and she takes the bed.
别乱来哦 Whichever one.
很高兴见到你，凯特 Nice meeting you, Kate.
我也是，晚安 You, too. Goodnight.
对不起 Sorry.
你爸爸人不错 Your dad's nice.
是的，他是个好人 Yeah, he's a good guy.
他是干什么的？ What does he do?
呃…他是个作家 Uh... he's a writer.
是真的作家？ Like a real one?
是的，他写过本书叫作《西装猴子》 Yeah, he wrote a book called Suit Monkeys.
- 赢了些奖，然后又出了一堆的书 - 谢谢 - Won some awards, had a bunch of books published. - Thanks.
哇哦 Whoa, uh...
- 我不知道你要… - 我会转身过去的 - I didn't know you were going to... - I'll turn around.
很好，这样不错啊 Well, that's cool.
这也是你想干的吗？ Is that what you want to do?
是的，我也是个作家 Uh, yeah. I'm a writer, too.
我姐姐也是呢 So is my sister.
我们都有写些书和故事或者其他什么的 We write books and stories and stuff.
诗？ Poetry?
有的 Yeah.
你姐姐在哪呢？ Where's your sister?
她住在大学里 She's, you know, away at college.
那好，我先… Yeah, so I...
等等，你能多留下来陪我吗？ Wait, can you stay with me a second?
行吗？ Please?
好吧 Yeah, sure.
你可以靠近点，我不介意的 You can come closer. I don't bite.
我有个问题 I have a question.
说吧 Yeah...
我是你诗里写的那个天使吗？ Was I the angel in the poem you wrote?
是的 Yeah.
我想你会对我很好的 I think you're going to be very good for me.
晚安 Goodnight.
我爱圣诞 I love Christmas.
你居然像那些人一样打击我 You strike me as one of those people.
我当然和那些人一样了 I am. I'm definitely one of those people.
我喜欢圣诞的一切 I love everything about it.
无论是灯光还是装饰 I love the lights, the decorations,
还是TBS播的24小时圣诞故事 how TBS plays A Christmas Story 24 hours straight.
树下的圣诞礼物 Presents under the tree
还有我家小孩打开他们的表情 and the looks on my kids' faces when they open them.
还有等他们上床睡觉后我和我老公围炉而坐 Sitting by the fire with my husband when they go to bed.
在这节日里我的全是不快乐的事 I get all depressed during the holidays.
是的是的，你离婚了，比尔，这就是不快乐的事 Yeah, well, you're divorced, Bill. It's depressing.
哥们，我能给你点小小的建议吗？ Hey, can I give you a little bit of advice?
从一个洞转移到另一个洞去吧 Just from one fuckbuddy to another.
好滴 Mm-hmm.
你必须再婚 You need to remarry.
接着说 Hmm. Mm-hmm.
你已经老了 You're not getting any younger.
如果我是你，我现在就到每个交友网站注册去 And if I were you, I'd be on every dating website
然后关注报纸上的求偶信息 signing up and just combing the newspapers for personal ads.
我已经有25年没约过会了 I haven't been on a date in 25 years.
是的，但那又怎样？ Yeah, but what is that?
听着，你很帅，而且是成功人士 Listen, you're handsome, you're successful.
还有点小名气 You have a mild amount of celebrity,
典型的成功作家 which is really all a writer can ask for.
足够让你找一卡车了 That's enough to land one of those
至少也能有20房吧 20-something trophy wives.
你真是这么想的吗？ You've really thought about this, huh?
好吧，我真的很关心你呢，比尔 Well, I care about you, Bill.
我知道你很爱艾瑞卡 I know you love Erica,
但她已经跟别人结婚了 but she married someone else,
所以你必须开始考虑你自己的将来了 and you have to start thinking about your future
这才是皆大欢喜的结局 and whether or not you want that to be a happy one.
因为我不想在安稳的过了5年后 Because I don't want to jog by in five years
还发现你始终还是这样在折椅上等着我 and find you waiting on that lawn chair for me.
但这折椅真的非常舒服呢 It's a very comfortable lawn chair.
别闹 Is it?
想想吧 Just think about it.
从生殖学上来讲，你必须不停的寻新欢 Procreation. You give to the next one down the line.
这才是我们人类的义务 That's really all we've got.
无论是社会人文，还是金钱宗教 Society, government, money, religion,
职业，核能，还有家庭观念和一夫一妻制 careers, nuclear families, monogamy.
这些都是在高开化文明社会里难以承受的 These are all just highly creative socially accepted delusions
我们必须在现实中避免被这些假象控制我们的真实人生 that we impose on reality to try and gain some semblance of control over our lives.
这些让我们有了可以当家做主的错觉 It gives us the illusion of choice.
让我们觉得自己稍微比动物要高端点 It makes us feel a little less like animals.
动物，你说的是像进化论？ Animals. What do you mean? Like evolution?
对了，就是进化论 Yeah, evolution, exactly.
我就不相信进化论 I do not believe in evolution.
在茫茫银河里有着四万万万颗星星 There's 400 billion stars in the Milky Way alone,
但这只是整个宇宙的一部分而已 making the amount of stars in the entire universe
无法想象它的全貌 completely mindboggling.
我们就像蝼蚁而已 We are nothing.
如果在6500万年前小行星没有撞击地球 If an asteroid hadn't hit Earth 65 million years ago
恐龙没有灭绝的话 and wiped out all the dinosaurs,
我们指不定在哪了 we wouldn't be here.
对对，我必须走了 Yeah. I'm going to go.
很好，你们这些信上帝的人整天就知道睡觉 Good. All you creationists do is blow chances at getting laid.
- 还真是 - 哦，这真棘手呢 - Really. - Ooh, that was awkward.
你别再跟着我了 You've really got to stop stalking me.
现在你不出现来骚扰我我都不习惯了呢 I can't even go anywhere without you showing up to annoy me.
- 你在打那家伙主意吗？ - 这不关你的事 - Were you hitting on that guy? - It's none of your business.
我想他就是个蠢货 I think he's a Mormon.
很好，那他在这干嘛？ Well, what the hell is he doing here?
在找其他的蠢姑娘吧 Trying to find other Mormon girls.
我想你真带坏他了，上帝可鉴 I'm sure you corrupted him, ruined his relationship with God.
你想去别的地方走走不？ You want to get out of here?
你脑残阿？ Do you have brain damage?
- 没呢 - 我脑可好使了 - No. - I think I made it pretty clear
所以我很清楚我不想搭理你 that I have absolutely no interest in going out with you.
不不不，你和我会成为好朋友的 No, no, no. You and I are going to be friends.
但我不想跟你做朋友 But I don't want to be friends with you.
噢，你不想跟我好啊 Oh, you don't want to be.
好了，我给你拿外套 Well, I'm going to take your jacket
你可以跟我过来，我可以给你倒杯咖啡 and you can follow me. We can get some coffee if you'd like.
我需要… I need that...
外套 jacket
你喜欢看些什么书呢？ What are some of your favorite books?
你真是在扮演着守护天使吗？ Is that really the angle you're going to play?
是吗？我认为你应该更有创造力点 Really? I thought you'd be more creative than this.
- 好了好了，别这样，我们都是作家，对不？ - 是的 - Well, come on, we're writers, right? - Yeah.
书是我们的共鸣，我说，把口张开别藏着 Books matter to us. I mean, come on here, please.
好吧，你都喜欢哪些书呢？ Fine, what are some of your favorite books?
不，你不能这样，是我先开口的 No, you can't do that. I asked you.
你想知道的是我的个人隐私 Because you want to know something personal about me.
如果我告诉了你我喜欢的书 If I tell you what my favorite books are,
那你就会引导我把我们弄得像天作之合那样 you'll say titles that will convince me that we're soulmates,
又或者会开始研究我的喜好 or you'll latch onto one of my favorites
再引导我接受你的喜好 and try to convince me it's one of your favorites, too.
姐，你真难整 God, you're so tough.
但这就是你缠着我的原因 It's why you're obsessed with me.
我才没缠着你呢 I'm not obsessed with you.
我对你来说就像独角兽一样稀奇 I'm like a unicorn to you.
你为了拥有我会无所不用其极 You'll do or say anything to possess me.
我才不是这样呢，而且你也没长角 I'm not like that and you're not like a unicorn.
好吧好吧，说说书吧 Okay, well, then books.
但至少，别说些无趣的东西 But please, at least attempt to be interesting.
不要来什么《麦田守望者》和《波特诺的抱怨》那样的，好不？ No Catcher in the Rye or Portnoy's Complaint, okay?
好的，我写奇幻文学的，所以… Well, I write mysteries, so...
我喜欢埃尔默·雷纳德和詹姆斯·李·波克 I love Elmore Leonard, James Lee Burke,
还有艾德·布鲁巴克 Ed Brubaker.
谁是艾德·布鲁巴克？ Who's Ed Brubaker.
他写了一本奇特又紧凑的漫画，叫做《犯罪》 He writes an incredible, hard-boiled crime comic called Criminal.
你是在说你居然有看漫画 Telling me that you read comic books
但这不会影响我的感官的 isn't exactly sweeping me off my feet.
你最喜欢什么书？ What's your favorite book?
就说说一开始最喜欢的吧 Just say the first thing that pops into your head.
比佛利·克莱瑞写的《亲爱的汉肖先生》 Dear Mr. Henshaw by Beverly Cleary.
我从小就喜欢这书 Been my favorite since I was a kid.
我读了差不多有100遍了 Read it, like, 100 times.
就是它驱使我走上作家道路的 It's actually what made me want to be a writer.
喂，我说错了什么？ Hey, is something wrong?
我必须走了 I have to go.
等等，等等…你这什么意思？我做错了什么？ Well, what... what do you mean? Did I do something?
我必须要走了 I have to go.
萨曼塔 Samantha.
- 萨曼塔，等等，别这样 - 怎么？ - Samantha, wait. Come on. - What?
你想我干什么才行？ What do you want from me?
你这什么意思？ What do you mean what do I want from you?
我喜欢你 I like you.
- 我想更多的了解你一些 - 不 - I want to get to know you better. - No.
- 为什么你一直在逃避我？ - 因为… - Why do you keep running away? - Because this...
无论有什么牵连着我们，都不会有开花结果的 whatever this is between us, it can't go any further.
我不会让他得逞的，我们根本不是同一挂的 I won't let it. We're not even in the same species.
《亲爱的汉肖先生》也是你喜欢的书吗？ Is Dear Mr. Henshaw your favorite book, too?
我不会随波逐流的，阿卢 I don't do this, Lou.
不不，当然不了 No. No, of course not.
你只会让自己逃避在 You just give yourself away
混账堆里，还有比你蠢的人里 to assholes with infinitely lower lQs than yours.
干 Fuck.
你爸在吗？ Is your dad here?
呃，没有… Uh, no...
那好，他什么时候回来呢？ Well, when is he going to be back?
不知道呢，也许过几小时 I don't know. Maybe a couple of hours.
怎么了？ Why?
我要给你圣诞礼物 I want to give you your Christmas present.
噢，好的 Um, okay.
圣诞快乐 Merry Christmas.
哇… 碉堡 Oh... awesome.
跟我过来 Come with me.
我们去哪？ Where are we going?
去壁橱 To the closet.
等等，为什么是壁橱？怎么不到床上去呢？ Wait, why the closet? Why not on the bed?
我能打开它吗？ Can we open it?
因为你还是个小处 Because you've never had sex,
而且我在壁橱里也是个处 and I've never had sex in a closet.
你会永远记住我还有这个时刻的 You'll remember me and you'll remember this moment
想到这我就爽了 and that makes me very, very happy.
我干 Oh, fuck.
她怎样了？ How's she feeling?
她没事，你过去看看她吧 She's okay. You should go see her.
你感觉如何？ How you feeling?
还不赖 Not too bad.
别忽悠我 Don't bullshit me.
我可不是糊涂神探 I'm like a no bullshit detector here.
我很好 I'm fine.
- 闭上嘴然后给我念念书 - 好的 - Shut up and read to me. - Okay.
“无论是过大还是过小，达利·霍利都不会埋怨” "Dalie Hallie couldn't tell if she felt huge or small.
“她担心的是她的脑袋” "She wondered whether her head
“够不够大足以容下整个宇宙…” "were so big as to be able to contain all this starry universe...
“又或者宇宙太小了” "or if the universe were so little that it would fit
“与她的无限大脑袋不匹配” "within the compass of her human head."
阿卢？ Lou?
你有看到那个门后的小天使吗？ Do you see that angel by the door
又或者只有我才能看到她？ or am I the only one seeing her?
噢，那…那不是什么天使，妈妈 Oh, that... that's definitely not an angel, Mom.
你在这干嘛呢？ What are you doing here?
噢，我希望是跟你做一样的事 Oh, same thing you're doing, I hope.
别这么疑神疑鬼的 Don't be suspicious.
我要帮萨曼塔选个笔记本 I'm getting a laptop for Samantha.
事实上，我已经决定好颜色了，你一起来好吗？ In fact, I got to pick out a color. Why don't you come?
- 不知道呢 - 你说什么？ - I don't know. - Excuse me.
呃？为什么你不知道？ Huh? What don't you know?
要问比尔才知道行不行呢 I don't know if it's a good idea, Bill.
只要10分钟就行了 It will take ten minutes.
- 我要去 - 很好 - I'd love to. - Yeah.
- 好？ - 是的，我要去 - Yeah? - Yeah, I'd love to.
我很荣幸遇到了你 I'm glad I bumped into you.
所有偷窥狂都这么说的 I'm sure that's what all stalkers say.
不，才不是呢 No, really.
我一直在思考你说过的话 I've been thinking a lot about what you said.
- 是吗？ - 嗯 - Really? - Mm-hmm.
这段时间有别人也这么说过 Somebody else said the same thing recently.
某个也叫你别在晚上去他家里串门的人？ Someone else asked you to stop hanging around their house at night?
关于我人生的进展 About moving on with my life.
那是谁？ Who was that?
特里西亚·沃尔科特 Tricia Wolcott.
住在离这一里远的沙滩后部 Lives about a mile and a half down the beach.
- 我记得她 - 是的 - Yeah, I remember her. - Yeah.
- 很好 - 好 - Yeah. - Yeah.
我早就怀疑你跟她有一腿了 I always suspected you had a crush on her.
对，她很漂亮 Yeah, she's very pretty.
我记得她很早就结婚了 She's very married, as I recall.
你主动找的她吗？ You're seeing her?
我想我可以替她打发掉一小时的时间 I think I'm a good way for her to kill an hour
就在她送完小孩上学后 after she drops her kids off at school.
整整一小时 An hour?
一个小时 An hour.
所以她也认为你必须停止在附近埋点了吧？ So she thinks you need to stop moping around, too, huh?
差不多这样 Something like that.
我坦诚 Here's a confession.
我不是一个好的作家 I'm not a great writer.
但我是很好的改编作家 I'm a great re-writer.
我思考了我们的事 I think about us.
我们的故事还有… Our story and...
还有所有跟着我们一起走歪掉的东西 and all the things that went wrong with us
这次我可以…会干得更好点了 and I... I could do it so much better this time.
自从你离开后我就没写过什么东西了 I haven't written anything since you left.
比尔… Bill...
你已经出过两本书了 you've had two books published.
是的，但那两本书是我们刚结婚时写的了 Well, they were books that I started when we were married.
从那以后，我就没写过什么新书了 I finished them, but I haven't written anything new.
你是一个好作家 You are a great writer.
别花痴我了 Don't waste all your imagination on me.
你到哪去… Which way are you...
我走这边 I'm over here.
我走另一条路 I'm the other way.
遇到你的感觉真好 It was great running into you.
我也是 You, too.
比尔… Bill...
我那时…犹豫不决的时候也挣扎过数日 I have... I have days when I'm not sure if I made the right decision.
那些日子我也不好过 I have bad days, too.
我不知道为什么我要说这些 I don't know why I'm saying this.
我想我只是不愿意让你觉得我没为我们大家考虑过 I guess I just don't want you to think that I don't think about us,
你知道的… you know, and...
那些我们一起度过的岁月 all those years we spent together,
因为我… because I do...
一直在想着… think about...
那些我放弃的事物 everything that I gave up.
不知道那是否值得 I wonder if it was worth it.
值得吗？ Was it?
我要走了 I got to go.
圣诞快乐 Merry Christmas.
很高兴见到你 It was so nice to meet you.
噢，我也是，萨曼塔 Oh, you, too, Samantha.
我希望你能早点再回来见见我 I hope you come back and see me again soon.
- 我会的 - 好了，你们两个 - I will. - Okay, you two.
我要陪萨姆走到她车那里去 I'm going to walk Sam to her car.
我等下就回来，妈妈 I'll be right back, Mom.
别这么快走，我弄了热可可呢 Not so fast. I made hot chocolate.
在厨房里 It's in the kitchen.
你妈妈怎么了？ What's wrong with your mom?
她…她得了脑瘤 She, um... She has a brain tumor.
我的天啊，我很抱歉 Oh, my God. I'm sorry.
真不敢相信我居然对你那么贱 I can't believe how much of a bitch I've been to you.
不不，我懂的，好吗？ Yeah, I know, right?
好的，好的 Okay, yeah.
我不想…我不想让你对我觉得愧疚 I don't... I don't want you to feel sorry for me.
真的，我… Really, I...
我真的很享受我们之间的事，包括争吵 I've enjoyed all of our back and forth, you know, sparring.
这真的…能帮我暂时抽离这不堪的现实 It's really... it's helped me take my mind off of all this.
我很高兴我还能帮上你的忙 Well, I'm glad I could help out.
你要回家去过圣诞吗？ You going home for Christmas?
是的，我明天就要回去了 Yeah, I'm headed back there tomorrow.
好了，我会试着忘掉这些琐事的 Well, I'm willing to forget about this whole stalking incident,
如果你愿意的话 if you will allow me to take you out
我想在你下次回来的时候约你出来约会 on a proper date when you get back.
好的 Okay.
真的？这么容易就答应了？ Really? That easy? Yeah?
我才不会再说第二遍呢 I'm not going to say it again.
好的 Okay.
噢，事实上我… Oh, I actually...
把你列入了我新书的咨询人之一 brought you an ARC of my new book.
真是合时宜的礼物 Stalking and a present.
有萨曼塔·博根斯的大名 快看看 Under the Pink by Samantha Borgens. Look at that.
好，我会…我会在休息时好好读的 Well, I will... I will read this over break.
大声朗诵 Probably aloud.
我妈妈和我在读过某些书后会泪流满面 My mom and I have been tearing through some books lately.
不，你不能给她读 No, you can't read it to her.
里面都是色情和亵渎 It's filled with sex and profanity.
噢，她就爱色情的事 Oh, no, she loves sex.
你放了太多水了 You added too much water.
难道你是玛塔·史都华(女富婆) It's not like you're Martha Stewart in here.
那个在伤口上洒盐的人 Says the guy who puts sprinkles on burn.
嘿，伙计们 Hey, guys.
看看你！ Look at you!
你怎么全副武装了呢？ Why are you all dressed up?
我要去凯特那里 I'm going over to Kate's.
这里怎么闻起来那么惨烈呢？ Why does it smell so horrible in here?
不不不，这些都是我饼干的味道，你闻闻 No, no, no. These are our cookies. Smell.
好吧，第一批的烤糊了 Yeah, we burned the first batch.
那个，这是第二批了 Actually, this is the second.
不不不不不不！ No, no, no, no, no!
对不起！ Sorry!
- 老天，爸爸！ - 什么？ - Oh, my God, Dad! - What?
这太夸张了！ This is ridiculous!
我们又烤糊了一次！ We burned them again!
噢，天啊 好了… Oh, God. Okay...
别再笑了，拉斯蒂 Yeah, no laughing, Rusty.
你几点出发去见那女孩呢？ When am I going to meet this girl?
不知道呢，别把家给烧没了 I don't know. Try not to burn the house down.
好了，小心开车 Yeah, drive careful.
好的 I will.
他们到几垒了？ How serious is this thing?
你说都OOXX了算几垒 Uh, they're having sex.
什么？你怎么知道了？ What? How do you know?
碉堡了，加油拉斯蒂！ Yeah. Wow, go Rusty!
她的经验可丰富多了 She has more experience than him.
废话，谁都能秒杀小处 Yeah, well, who doesn't?
他看起来可真高兴 He seems really happy.
这屋子里的某人也是 At least someone in this house is.
我脸上有皱纹吗？ Do you see a frown on my face?
您佬今日可是格外开朗 You do seem unusually chipper today.
你开始不安于现状了？ Have you discovered anti-depressants?
不是不是，我只是让自己的人生开始进击了 Actually, no. I'm just moving on with my life.
我跟你妈的事都结束了 I'm done with the whole thing with your mom,
现在我要往前看了 and I'm moving forward.
真的假的？ Seriously?
在新年分胜负 New Year's resolution.
- 看起来如何？ - 进击 - How about that? - Moving on.
爸爸？ 咋样 Dad? Yeah.
来抱一个！ That's huge!
- 这太… - 靠，面粉熊抱 - That's so... - Oh, flour hug.
不不不！ No, no, no!
别弄到我的白衣服上 Not on my white shirt.
惊喜！ Ta-da!
我想你已经把我的圣诞礼物给我了 I thought you already gave me my Christmas present.
闭上嘴巴拆礼物吧，快点 Shut up and open it. Come on.
好了，开拆 All right, here we go.
这可不单单是片CD This isn't just a CD.
- 不然是什么？ - 当然 - It isn't? - No.
这是我的灵魂地图 It's a roadmap to my soul.
就像你会给我一本我最爱的书一样 It's like if you gave me a favorite book.
对头，接着说 Yeah, speaking of that.
惊喜 Boom.
老天爷 Oh, my gosh.
哇，这是我这辈子见过的最大本的书 Wow, this is the biggest book I've ever seen.
这看起来是挺夸张的 I know it looks formidable,
但老实讲，这将成为 but honestly, it's going to be, like,
你这辈子会舒适的阅读经历之一 one of the most satisfying reading experiences of your life.
是恐怖小说不？ Is it scary?
是的，但又不止是恐怖小说 Yeah, sure, but it's not just a scary book.
有点像《莫比·迪克》的风格，这书包罗万象 It's like Moby Dick. It's about everything.
你会沉迷其中不可自拔的 You're going to be so wrapped up in it,
- 到了结尾你会潸然泪下 - 你哭过了 - you're going to be crying at the end of it. - You cried.
噢，你也会哭的，懂了？ Oh, you'll cry, too, okay?
我应该哭过吧 I might have cried.
你为书沉迷的样子真可爱 You're really cute when you get worked up about books.
那你能沉迷我下吗？ Do I have you worked up about me?
- 当然 - 太好了 - Yeah. - Good.
因为我现在就要你了 Because I've got to have you right now.
你父母呢？他们不会进来吗？ What about your parents? Won't they come in?
他们不会进来的 They don't come in here.
- 你确定？ - 我当然确定，过来 - Are you sure? - I'm sure. Come here.
你的圣诞过得好吗？ How was your Christmas?
很好 It was good.
- 和家人一起，你懂得，吵吵闹闹 - 是啊 - Filled with family. You know, loud. - Yeah.
那么你还没提起过我的书吧 So you haven't mentioned my book.
是的，呃… Yeah, um...
你不喜欢那书？ So you didn't like it?
不不，不是这样的 No, no, that's not it.
我太喜欢它了 I liked it a lot.
这书写得无与伦比的好 It's incredibly well written.
文字表达得充满生机，活灵活现的 The characters are vibrant and alive.
但是？ But?
我是说，我知道你是有点愤世嫉俗 I mean, I knew you were cynical,
但这真的就是你对爱和婚姻的态度吗？ but is that really how you feel about love and marriage?
我真不知道，有时是这样吧 I don't know. Sometimes.
噢，谢谢 Oh, thank you.
书里的事有多少真发生过？ How much of that really happened?
没有100也有99了 I made most of it up.
我没怎么受我父母离婚的影响 I didn't draw that much from my parents' divorce,
其他的也顶多就是像小女孩 other than the little girl seeing her mother
撞到她妈妈和别的男人在沙滩上爱爱 having sex with the man on the beach.
- 我了个去，真有这事？ - 真的 - Holy shit, that really happened? - Yeah.
但是，我那时不算是小女孩了，已经上了高中了 I mean, I wasn't a little girl. I was in high school.
我爸妈办了个派对，我爬上了房顶 My parents were having a party, and I was up on the roof.
那时挺晚的了 It was late, and my mom
我妈妈摇摇晃晃的和马丁到了屋子后头 came staggering out of the back of the house with Martin.
然后她就扑倒了他 And she was all over him.
我还记得马丁那时侯说 And I remember Martin saying,
“比尔怎么办？被他撞见了要咋办？” "What about Bill? What if Bill sees?"
然后我妈妈回答 And my mom replying,
“我才不在乎呢” "I don't care."
嘿，阿卢？ Hey, Lou?
你让我觉得自己不那么愤世嫉俗了 You make me feel less cynical.
轮到我了？到我了 那么… My turn? My turn. Uh...
最喜欢的电视节目 Favorite TV show.
- 《美妙的一年》 - 噢，那不错，很好看 - The Wonder Years. - Oh, all right. that's nice.
我还迷念着维尼·库伯呢 I'm still in love with Winnie Cooper.
那好，最喜欢的歌 Okay, favorite song.
披头士，“Polythene Pam.” Beatles. "Polythene Pam."
- 有品位 - 谢谢 那你的呢？ - Great choice. - Thank you. Yours?
“Between the Bars”，艾利亚特·史密斯的歌 "Between the Bars" by Elliot Smith.
放给我听听 Play it for me.
我还真有呢 I actually do have it here.
你真走运 You're in luck.
但是现在…现在真不适合… Although this is... This is really no way to...
- 听这歌呢 - 尽管放 - to hear a song. - Just play it.
你要一直闭着眼睛 Will you at least close your eyes,
因为你必须要遮住其他不相干的事物 because you got to block out all this other stuff.
- 这真让人分心 - 好了，你真好玩 - It's really distracting. - Okay. You're funny.
# 干杯宝贝，今夜无眠 # # Drink up baby, Stay up all night #
# 无力的拒绝，终将走向沉溺 # # With the things you could do You won '1 bu! you might #
# 几度挣扎，永远徒劳 # # The potential you'll be That you'll never see #
# 惟有次次立誓 # # The promises You'll only make #
# 来吧，与我共醉 # # Drink up with me now #
# 去忘掉生的苦 # # And forge! all about The pressure of days #
# 臣服于我，你会好的 # # Do what I say And I'll make you okay #
# 挥之不去的梦魇 # # And drive them away #
我现在觉得好害怕 I'm so scared right now.
# 统统，由我遣散 # # The images stuck In your head #
我知道，知道 I know. I know.
# 避之不及的 # # The people You've been before #
# 推推搡搡，将你烦扰 # # That you don't want Around anymore #
我不想受伤害 I don't want to get hurt.
我不会伤害你的 I'm not going to hurt you.
# 安静，我来还你 # # I'll keep them still #
# 干杯宝贝，看满天星辰 # # Drink up baby, Look at the stars #
# 铁窗之间，将你轻吻 # # I'll kiss you again Between the bars #
# 相约之所，你欢欣雀跃 # # Where I'm seeing you there With your hands in the air #
# 甘愿最终沦落 # # Waiting to finally Be caught #
# 避之不及的 # # The people You've been before #
- # 旧日朋友 # - 来吧！ - # That you don't want Around anymore # - Come on!
# 推推搡搡，将你烦扰 # # That push and shove And won't bend to your will #
# 安静，我来还你 # # I'll keep them still #
这是你想PO上去的照片吗？ And that's the picture that you want to have up there?
我来另外挑个，很快的 I'm going to trump that though, real quick,
因为你长得就像个连环杀手那样 because you look like a serial killer.
还是选另外这个吧 Let's take another one.
先给你看看预览图 Let me show you a test picture.
你学着点该怎么弄，好吗？ Let me show you how it's done, okay?
如果我有上这个网站的话，我会说 If I were on this website, I'd say,
“噢，我真想和你约个会，好吗？” "Oh, I'd love to go on a date with you. Yeah?
你真花钱买了这货？ Did you actually pay for that?
- 不好吗？ - 废话 - No? - No.
我能问你些问题吗？ Can I ask you a serious question?
你是色盲？ Are you color blind?
我干，不行 Fuck, no.
说真的，你真的不行…不行 Professional. You do not... no.
知道为什么吗？ You know what?
你看起来真不适合派对，我想… You do not look ready to party. I think...
让我先看一看 Let me just take a look.
你头壳坏去啊？ Are you being serious with this?
我们这不是墨西哥呢 We're not in Cancun.
呃，不 Eh, no.
这是我最喜欢的衬衫 That's my favorite shirt.
别再穿了 Don't ever do it.
- 好了，不错 - 不错吧？ - Okay, good. - Right?
快过来换上 Come get in this right now.
开始吧 Let's do it.
看吧，看吧 Hubba, hubba.
- 你早就买了这身衣服了？ - 是的 - Have you had this the whole time? - Yeah.
那为什么…你真令人沮丧 Why on Earth... you are endlessly frustrating.
噢，我真想搞你的这身行头 Oh, I would definitely fuck you in this outfit.
- 感觉如何？ - 很好 - How do you feel? - Good.
噢，行了吗？ Oh, right?
好了，走吧 Okay, come on.
嗨，妈妈！ Hey, Mom!
你到了 You made it.
- 我是凯特 - 我叫艾瑞卡 - I'm Kate. - I'm Erica.
很高兴见到你 Nice to meet you.
嗨，需要我帮忙吗？ Hey, can I help you find something?
我在找阿司匹林，我头痛 I was looking for some aspirin. I have a headache.
应该在那边 Oh, should be in there.
找到了，谢谢 I got it. Thank you.
威廉 William.
很高兴再见到你，你过得怎样？ It's so good to see you again. How are you?
很高兴再见到你，莱斯利 Great to see you, too, Leslie.
这是我的儿子，拉斯蒂… This is my son, Rusty...
- 这是她的女朋友，凯特 - 你好 - And his girlfriend, Kate. - Hello.
很高兴见到你 Nice to meet you.
你为萨曼塔所做的一切真好，真的 This was so nice of you to do this for Samantha, really.
实在是很了不起 This is great.
我也会为你这么做的 I'd have done the same thing for you
- 如果那时你出版《西装猴子》我有空的话 - 好的，那么… - if you'd published Suit Monkeys under my watch. - Yeah, well...
我想让你见见你的女儿，萨曼塔·伯根斯 I would like you to meet your daughter, Samantha Borgens.
你可能认为你之前就见过萨曼塔了 You might think you've met Samantha before,
但现在的萨曼塔刚刚收到了出版社周末的重点书评 but this Samantha just received a starred review from Publisher's Weekly.
她的人生恍如初生 And life will never be the same again.
- 嗨，爸爸 - 恭喜你呢 - Hi, Dad. - Congratulations.
太谢谢了 Thank you so much.
这是我的男朋友，阿卢 And this is my boyfriend, Lou.
- 很高兴见到你 - 真高兴终于见到你本尊了 - Nice to meet you. - Very nice to finally meet you, yeah.
墨菲先生是个很有才华的作家 Mr. Murphy is a talented writer as well.
- 他有如我的派翠西亚·海史密斯一般 - 是这样啊 - He's my Patricia Highsmith. - I don't know.
萨曼塔，我能借你爸爸一用不？ Samantha, can I steal your father for a little bit?
这里有很多年轻的作家 There's so many young writers around here
他们都抢着想跟他见一面呢 who are just dying to meet him.
他是你的人了 He's all yours.
快点，快点，过来 Come on. Come on. Come on.
- 嗨，老姐，恭喜你 - 谢谢你能来 - Hey, Sis. Congratulations. - Thank you so much for coming.
真高兴终于能和你见面 It's so nice to finally meet you.
萨姆跟我说你是史蒂芬·金的超级粉丝 Sam tells me you're a huge Stephen King fan.
我是他的宇宙级粉丝才对 I'm like the biggest Stephen King fan in the world.
我太喜欢《末日逼近》了，那是我的最爱 I love The Sand. It's my favorite one.
什么？从什么时候开始的呢？ What? Since when?
你指的是？ What do you mean?
谁不爱史蒂芬·金呢？ Who doesn't like Stephen King?
她就不喜欢史蒂芬·金 She doesn't like Stephen King.
- 我不… - 别理他们 - I don't not... - let's leave them.
- 我们走… - 她称自己是小说家 - Let's get... - She calls herself a novelist.
你们继续闹腾，我们走了 You guys continue this. We're going to go.
- 妹纸们 - 是 - Girls. - Yeah.
两份香槟 Two champagnes, please.
她几岁了？ How old is she?
21岁 21.
18岁我都不信了 I wouldn't believe you if you told me she was 18
还21呢 much less 21.
你几岁了呢？ How old are you?
这是我的派对 This is my party.
别活灵活现的像贱货一样，没人会找你谈天的 Stop acting like a pussy. Nobody's going to tell on you.
而且我还真考虑要不要炒了你呢 And I haven't even told you about the big tip I'm going to leave you.
据我所知，这些都是你自己买单的 As far as I know, you ordered these drinks for yourself.
但我从没见过她 I didn't even see her here.
这是您点的酒，女士，请享用 And here's the drinks you ordered, Miss. Enjoy.
好的… I will...
谢谢 Thank you.
萨曼塔！ Samantha!
噢，真抱歉… Oh, sorry...
- 别担心，今晚是属于你的 - 开心点吧 - Don't worry about it. It's your night. - Go have fun.
女士们先生们，请安静，集中到这边来下 Ladies and gentlemen, could I have your kind attention, please.
如果你想到前头来的话就过来吧 You may come forward if you wish.
这些年来我一直想让威廉·博根斯 I have been trying to get William Borgens up here
到我的班上来讲课 to speak to my class for years.
他从没拒绝过我，但也从没答应过我 He's never said no, but he's never said yes, either.
今晚，我手握他的一个把柄 Tonight, I have him at a certain disadvantage.
现在这里就是我的班级了，比尔 My entire class is here, Bill.
现在我想要你上来讲些事 And I insist you come up here and say a few words.
女士们先生们，有请博根斯先生 Ladies and gentlemen, Mr. Borgens.
尊敬的教授，尽管你看起来光鲜靓丽 Your professor, while a very nice man,
但也只是个卑鄙的贱人 is a sneaky son of a bitch.
莱斯利从没能让我来这里 The reason Leslie could never get me up here
讲授写作心得的原因 to talk about the process of writing
就是我一直都不知道我有什么能跟你们分享的 is I'm not sure I have much to say about it that could benefit you.
我本身都还是迷迷茫茫的呢 I still find it all very mysterious,
尽管离我写的第一本都这么多年了 years after I wrote my first book.
而且我也不清楚是什么让一个人 And I'm not sure what it is that compels a person
能坚持去进行他们所信的事 to continue to play make believe
即使是在他们成年之后 even after they're an adult.
我最喜欢的书是雷蒙德·卡夫的一本短篇故事集 My favorite book is a collection of short stories by Raymond Carver
叫做《我们是怎么谈论爱的》 called What We Talk About When We Talk About Love.
在标题故事的末段上，卡夫说… And in the closing lines of the title story, Carver says...
“我能听到我的心跳声” "I could hear my heart beating.
“我能听到每个人的心跳声” "I could hear everyone's heart.
“我能听到人们坐着时发出的噪音” "I could hear the human noise we sat there making.
“我们没人动过” "Not one of us moved.
“即使是在房间灯光黯淡时” "Not even when the room went dark."
我想这就是写作了 And I think that that's what writing is.
就是倾听心跳声 It's listening for that beating heart,
当然我们听着的时候 and when we hear it,
我们的工作就是尽我们所能的去描述它 it's our job to decipher it to the best of our abilities.
我在此是因为我女儿萨曼塔的书要出版了 I'm here because my daughter Samantha's book is being published
现在你们还并不知情 in case you haven't heard.
但这是她成功的心跳 This is her success.
我爱你，爸爸 I love you, Dad.
我也爱你 I love you, too.
我能坐这吗？ This seat taken?
路易斯叫我来的 Louis invited me.
很好，这可是有一定风险的 Well, that was a calculated risk.
你到这多久了？ How long you been here?
我已经在我的车里等了一个小时了 I was waiting in my car for about an hour
为的是鼓起进来这里的勇气 trying to build up the courage to come in.
这就是她19岁的样子 So that's what 19 looks like.
- 她已经长大成人了 - 不 - She's all grown up now. - No.
她还是个孩子呢 She's still just a baby.
你要去跟她谈谈吗？ You going to talk to her?
不知道呢 I don't know.
我很怕 I'm scared.
对啊，她真吓人 Yeah, she's scary.
她是我的毕生所有 She's all I've done with my life,
但她却不想见到我 and she doesn't want me.
嘿… Hey...
你需要一些勇气吗？ you want some courage?
免费的 Free of charge.
好的，当然 Yes, please.
你最喜欢的书… Your favorite book...
约翰·契夫的《苹果世界》 John Cheever's The World of Apples.
我给你拿了本亲笔签名的首版 I got you that signed first edition.
这是你最喜欢的书，是吧？ That's your favorite book, right?
- 呃，对，我真的很喜欢 - 噢，上帝 - Um, well, I really liked it. - Oh, Jesus.
我还跟你聊过该怎么读呢 I even told you what to read.
有时候是 Sometimes.
对不起 I'm sorry.
总之，她从我的书架上拿走了那书 Anyway, she swiped it from my library.
真的？ She did?
是的 Yeah.
只有她会这么做 It could only have been her.
她知道这是你最喜欢的书 She thought that it was your favorite book.
这是我告诉她的 That's what I had told her, and...
我想她希望能多了解点你 I think she was hoping to find some piece of you in it.
去跟你女儿说几句 Go talk to your daughter.
上 Yeah.
你能帮我签个名吗？ Would you sign this for me?
呃，你叫什么名字？ Uh, what's your name?
- 萨姆，我可不想惹什么事 - 好吗？我… - Sam, I don't want to cause a scene. - Really? I...
顺便说下，我叫路易斯 I'm Louis, by the way.
我们在电话上聊过吧 I believe we met over the phone.
很高兴见到你 Nice to meet you.
我也很高兴见到你 Nice to meet you, too.
好的，名字？ Yeah. Name?
- 别这样，萨姆，不要这样 - 没事的，路易斯 - Come on, Sam, don't do this. - It's okay, Louis.
没名字，也没问题 No name, no problem.
看来我们只能签个签名 Guess we'll go with a signature
- 没什么其他的话语了 - 萨姆 - and no personalized note. - Sam.
我只想跟你说… I just wanted to tell you that...
我爱你 I love you.
我太爱你了 I love you so much.
我以你为荣 I'm so proud of you.
谢谢 Thank you.
希望你喜欢它 Hope you enjoy it.
凯特？凯特？ Kate? Kate?
不，只有我而已 No, it's just me.
妈妈，我不知道你有过来 Mom, I didn't know you were coming.
你还好吗？ You Okay?
你在找凯特？ You looking for Kate?
是的，我正在四处找她呢 Yeah, I've been looking everywhere for her.
我找不着她 I can't find her.
你很担心吗？ Are you worried?
当然 Yeah.
我去那屋子里看看 I'm going to go check in the house.
你们有谁看到凯特了吗？我在到处找她呢 Okay, have you guys seen Kate? I've been looking for her everywhere.
我找不着她了，我快疯了 I can't find her. I'm freaking out.
对了，我最后次见到她的时候，我们在吧台那 Yeah, the last time I saw her, we were at the bar.
我给她拿了杯香槟，但那已经是好久前了 I got her a champagne, but that was ages ago.
你什么？你给她杯香槟？ You what? You got her champagne?
- 她还不够岁数呢 - 这不是重点 - She's underage. - It's no big deal.
不，这就是重点，好吗 No, it is a big deal, okay,
因为她有过段黑历史，还有毒瘾呢 because she has a history and she has a drug problem,
她不能喝酒的 so she can't drink.
她有毒瘾？ She has a drug problem?
她有毒瘾 She had a drug problem.
- 快跟我来 - 她有毒瘾 - Come with me. - She has a drug problem.
你有给那个女孩更多的酒吗？ Did you give that girl another one?
什么女孩？ What girl?
她说她是为你点的 She said they were for you.
你有看到她去哪了吗？你有看到她吗？ Did you see where she went? Have you seen her?
不知道呢，她跟一些人一起走的 I don't know. She left with some guy.
- 天啊 - 冷静点 - Jesus. - Calm down.
我才冷静不下来呢，她才16岁而且她玩脱了 I don't want to calm down. She's 16 and she's fucked up.
别想得太糟，我们会找到她的，一定会的 Take it' easy. We'll find her, okay.
你有看过那个人的身份证吗？ Did you look at the guy's ID?
你还记得他的名字吗？ Do you remember his name?
我看了出生日期，但没名字 I look at dates, not names.
她和嘠斯一起走的 She left with Gus.
那个王八蛋嘠斯是谁？ Who the fuck is Gus?
我很抱歉，对不起，可以了吧？ I'm sorry. I'm sorry, all right?
可以你个头啊 You had no right.
我真不认为你的妈妈 I didn't think that your Mom
会想错你的这个最重要的夜晚 wanted to miss the most important night in your life.
现在不是说这个的时候 We are not having this conversation right now,
别再跟着我了 and just stop following me.
你就不能闭嘴吗？给我闭嘴！ Would you just shut up? Just shut up!
我等会儿会给你电话的，别无视我就行 I'll call you later. Just please answer.
老天，爸爸，这不是什么家庭旅行 Jesus, Dad, this isn't a family vacation.
嘿，给我闭嘴，进车里去，你就像孩子一个样 Hey, shut up, get in the car. You're acting like a child.
快点，伙计们 Come on, guys.
608号 It's number 608.
就在那边 There it is right there.
你们在这等着 You guys wait here.
不，爸爸，我要下车 No, Dad, I'm getting out.
萨曼塔，你看住他 Samantha, you restrain him.
- 别放他从车里出来 - 我要出来 - Don't let him out of the car. - I'm getting out.
待在车里，拉斯蒂 Stay in the car, Rusty.
快他妈待在车里！ Get back in the fucking car!
G，是G号 G. Unit G.
是谁？ Who is it?
凯特在吗？ Is Kate there?
你是谁？ Who wants to know?
她还未成年，王八蛋，她还未成年 She's a minor, asshole. She's a minor.
- 好吧，她在哪？ - 在卧室里 - Okay, where is she? - In the bedroom.
比尔… Bill...
帮我，她醒不来的 Help me. She won't wake up.
老天，你给了她什么？ Jesus, what did you give her?
- 她只是喝挂了 - 你他妈骗子！ - She was drunk - Fucking liar!
我去！我们烧了汤匙嗨了下，就这样 Oh, fuck! We did a little coke. That was it.
她会没事的，我抱着她了 She'll be fine. I got her.
你死定了，她快不行了 You're expelled. She's just passed out.
- 如果她有个三长两短你就完了 - 你不能这么搞我 - You'll be lucky if that's all that happens. - You can't do that.
她还好吗？有没有什么事？ Is she all right? Is she okay?
进车去 Get in the car.
你有她父母的电话吗？ Do you have her parents' number?
有的，我的电话在哪？ Yeah, where's my phone?
- 好的 - 发生什么事了？ - Okay. - What's going on?
- 路易斯怎样了？ - 谁是路易丝？ - How's Louis? - Who's Louis?
你怎么不去那边看看你弟弟起床没？ Why don't you see if your brother is up yet?
你跟沃尔科特夫人说话的时候不必支开我 You don't need to send me away to talk to Mrs. Wolcott.
我知道你们两个搞在一起了 I know you two are sleeping together.
你知道个屁 You don't know shit.
我知道你搞了特里西亚·沃尔科特 I know you fuck Tricia Wolcott.
嘿… 去把你弟弟叫起来 Hey... go wake up your brother.
拉斯蒂，起来 Rusty, wake up.
拉斯蒂？ Rusty?
我的天啊 Oh, my God.
亲爱的拉斯蒂，我想你大概不会想再见到我了 Dear Rusty, I know you probably never want' to see me again.
我对你做了件这么坏的事 I did a terrible thing to you.
我爸爸跟我说你打来问我的情况 My Dad fold me you called to see how I was.
他也肯定告诉了你，我正在康复治疗中 As I'm sure he fold you, I'm in rehab.
除了伤害你之外，我最错的就是 My biggest mistake other than hurting you
以为你可以拯救我 was thinking you could fix me.
但只有我可以拯救自己 Only I can fix me.
我希望自己可以成为一个能配得上你的人 I'd like to become a person who actually deserves to be with someone like you.
我不知道这将花费多少时间 I don't know how long that will fake,
但我希望在那天到来之际你能伴我左右 but I hope you're around when if happens.
最后，我真的很抱歉 In the meantime, just know I'm truly sorry
给你带来的一切麻烦 for everything I put you through.
爱你的，凯特 Love, Kate.
哦，另外，对于那本书你说对了 Oh, P.S. You were right about that book.
在结尾我哭了，太牛x了 I cried at the end. Big time.
我知道在未来的数月里… I know it's been a rough couple months...
你会借酒浇愁… but you coming home drunk...
又或者是借毒… or stoned...
会夜夜如此吗？你现在都已经跟人扭打了 every night? Now you've been in a fight?
去年秋天所发生的事正产生效应 It was payback for something that happened last fall.
我不在乎 I don't care.
我知道这是你的第一次 I know it's your first heartbreak.
一定痛彻心扉 I know it hurts.
没什么比初恋更痛的 Nothing hurts like the first one,
但这样你也有更新素材能投入工作中了 but you've got to channel this into your work.
试着写点东西出来吧 Make something positive out of it.
当妈妈离开你的时候你也这么做的？ Is that what you did when Mom left?
什么？ What?
当妈妈离开你的时候你是怎么做的？你把这事… Is that what you did when Mom left? You turned it...
你已经长大了 You're grounded.
你在耍我啊？ You kidding me, Dad?
你冷静点好吗？你不可以操控我的 Would you just chill out? You can't ground me.
是是，但我就是这么做了，好吗？ Yeah, I just did, okay?
我就是这么干了 I just did.
你曾经告诉过我… You're the one who told me...
不投稿，就食屎 No journal, nothing.
也是你叫我要走出去多积累些人生经验的 You're the one who told me to go out and get experiences.
但你不可以逼我写作，爸爸 You can't make me write, Dad.
我没有逼你！你是个作家，你必须自己逼自己写作 I don't have to! You're a writer. You'll do it yourself.
当你还小的时候 When you were little, you used to run down
你经常在涨潮时 to the edge of the water like that
像这样跳进水里 when the tide was pulling out.
但每次当潮来的时候你都会转过身来哭喊… And you would turn around screaming when it came...
我要让大海卷走我，爸爸！ I'm letting the ocean get me, Daddy!
我要大海吞噬我！ I'm letting the ocean get me!
你妈妈从前看到的时候都像鲨鱼一样 Your mom used to watch you like a hawk.
冲向你把你扔上岸 She was terrified that the ocean was going to grab you
她太怕海浪把你卷走了 and pull you out to sea.
我们现在为什么谈论她？ Why are we talking about her?
我们在这里干嘛来着？ What are we doing down here?
你妈妈爱着你 Your mom loves you.
她从没伤害过你 She never did anything to you.
这没意思，我知道你会怎么说的 It's pointless. I know what you're going to say.
不，你不懂 No, you don't.
她对我所做的那些事 Those things she did to me,
那些你一直纠结在她身上的事 the things you've been holding over her,
我早在多年前就对她做过了 I had already done to her years ago.
你在说什么？ What are you talking about?
我爱上了某个人 I fell in love with somebody,
然后我们就私奔了，离开了这里 and and got lost, left.
- 胡扯 - 你那时还是个小娃娃 - Bullshit. - You were just a baby,
- 你妈妈一直在等待着我 - 住嘴，爸爸 - and your mother waited for me. - Shut up, Dad.
她等了我6个月，萨曼塔 She waited six months, Samantha.
- 而当我了解到自己是多么的混账时… - 闭嘴，爸爸！ - And when I realized what a selfish shit I'd been... - Shut up, Dad!
她带我回了家，这是真事 She took me back. It's the truth.
但你都不跟我说的啊？是真的吗？ You couldn't tell me, Dad? Really?
是你让我恨她的！ You just made me hate her!
她让我承诺说，如果她跟我一样做了这些糊涂事的话 She made me promise that if she did something as stupid as I had
她希望我也能这样给她时间 she hoped I'd have the decency to wait for her,
所以我给了 so I am.
我应该早跟你说的，萨曼塔 I should have told you, Samantha.
我很抱歉 I'm sorry.
真的很对不起 I'm sorry.
她等了六个月，爸爸 She waited six months, Dad.
而你已经等了三年了 You've been waiting three years.
我想你已经遵守了承诺 I think you made good on your promise.
已经可以不必再等了 It's okay to stop waiting.
是的… 但她会回来的 Yeah... She's coming back.
你怎么这么确定的？ What makes you so sure?
因为她等待过 Because she waited.
你们的妈妈可是一个比我要好得多的人 And your mother is a far better person than I'll ever be.
在吗？萨姆？ Hello? Sam?
我在 I'm here.
她死了 She's dead.
我妈妈死了 My mom is dead.
我不知道该怎么办了 I don't know what to do.
妈妈死了 Mom's dead.
我来了，我马上过来 I'm coming, I'm coming.
- 你好？ - 你好？是拉斯蒂吗？ - Hello? - Hello? ls Rusty there?
我是拉斯蒂 This is Rusty.
拉斯蒂，我是史蒂芬·金 Rusty, this is Stephen King.
还在吗？ Hello?
呃，是的，先生，我在呢 Uh, yes, sir. I'm here.
你的姐姐寄给了我你的故事 Your sister sent me your story,
《一面之缘》 I've Just Seen a Face.
我读了，这书太他妈棒了 I read it, and I think it's damn good.
- 我太爱它了 - 我姐姐寄给你的？ - I loved it. - My sister sent it to you?
对的，是寄给我的 Yep, I took the liberty of sending it
在《奇幻科学杂志》 to the Magazine of Fantasy and Science Fiction.
他们出版我的故事有些年头了 They've published some of my stories over the years,
我想你的故事挺适合他们的 and I though! they might be a good fit for yours.
哇哦，谢谢你，实在太感谢你了 Uh, wow, thank you. Thank you so much.
你太客气了 You 're welcome.
我想你已经手握光明的未来了 I think you've got a bright future ahead of you.
另外，替我向你爸爸问声好 Hey, tell your dad I said hello.
我可是《西装猴子》的大粉丝 I'm a big fan of Suit Monkeys.
那书太经典了 It's a classic.
你要努力工作哦 Keep up the good work.
等等！金先生，别挂了 Wait! Mr. King, don't go.
我还没挂 I'm still here.
好的，我只是想… Okay, I just want to...
我只是让你知道，你的书对我意味着什么 I just want to tell you how much your books mean to me,
但我不…我根本表达不出来 but I don't even... I don't even want to try.
这就像你在《躯壳》的开头说的那样 It's kind of like what you said in the opening of The Body.
最重要的事是最难表达的 The most important things are the hardest to say.
是的，是的 Right, right.
我真不敢相信你真的读了我的故事 I can't believe you actually read my story
而且你还喜欢它，我真的… and you liked it. I just...
我可没说过我喜欢它，我说的是我爱它 I didn't' say I liked it. I said I loved it.
我的老天爷，妈蛋 Oh, my God Oh, shit.
很高兴跟你谈话，拉斯蒂 It was great talking to you, Rusty.
好的，当然，好的，好的，我期待与你见面，史蒂芬 Okay, yeah. Okay, yeah, I'll see you, Stephen.
你这是在作死啊 You're going to kill yourself.
你知道该怎么做吗？ Do you know how to do that?
当然了爸爸，我正在做呢 Yeah, Dad, I'm doing it.
我们到了 We're here.
很高兴见到你 Good to see you.
他们在嘲笑你的杰作 They're laughing at your work.
这不好笑 It's not funny.
这真的很有趣 It's pretty interesting.
这只是个短篇故事 It's really a short story.
不不，写得太好了 No, no, it's great.
讲的是一个有阿兹海默症侦探 It's about a detective with Alzheimer's.
- 别瞎忽悠 - 不，是真的 - You're kidding me. - No, I'm not.
我去开，我叫了凯特来，应该是来了 I'll get it. I invited Kate. She might come.
应该很有趣的 It should be entertaining.
妈妈？ Mom?
我更想要的是你爸爸来开门 I kind of pictured your dad opening the door.
你可以关上门然后再找他来吗？ Could you shut it and go get him?
你来这干嘛？ What are you doing here?
我迷路了 I got a little lost.
我只是… I was just...
不知道这里还有没有我的一席之地 I was wondering if there's still a place for me here.
如果不行的话我也很理解 I completely understand if there isn't,
因为我真的是…每天… because I know that I really... every...
我真的配不上 I really don't deserve it.
- 没事的 - 我很抱歉 - It's okay. - I'm so sorry.
这里有吃的 We got food in here?
- 你下厨了？ - 对的，进来吧 - You do? - Yeah. Come on in.
拉斯蒂，你怎么没给你妈妈安排位置呢？ Rusty, why don't you make a place for your mom?
- 没事，我来拿 - 谢谢 - No, I got it. - Thanks.
我来挪位置 I'll move this over.
- 好的 - 她的？ - Yeah. - Move her?
不，我来 No, here.
谢谢 Thank you.
噢，酒杯 Oh, wine glass.
谢谢 Thanks.
好的，那么… Good, well...
我卖出了我的第一个故事 I sold my first story.
拉斯蒂，这太棒了 Rusty, that's wonderful.
太好了 That's great.
那个，这都归功于萨姆 Uh, it was actually all Sam.
是你写的 You wrote it.
我只是把它寄给了我能想到的那个人 I just sent it to the only person I could think of
而他很可能会喜欢它 who would actually like it.
举杯 A toast.
敬拉斯蒂 To Rusty.
还有感恩节快乐 And Happy Thanksgiving.
感恩节快乐 Happy Thanksgiving.
我能听到我的心跳声 I could hear my heart beating.
我能听到所有人的心跳声 I could hear everyone's heart.
我能听到人们坐着时发出的噪音 I could hear the human noise we sat there making.
我们没人动过 Not one of us moving,
即使是在房间灯光黯淡时 not even when the room went dark.